Mean Moments

ATTENTION PLEASE!

2009-12-09T04:03:00.000-08:00

.RELINK ALERT. RELINK ALERT.

Yours truly is up to something cheeky. Not to you people of course, plainly for my own fun's sake. But, the main point is, this blog has been shifted to another site, namely meanxx.blogspot.com. Notice that there's double 'x' yah. I know its funny! It was actually created once upon a time, then blablabla, and yadeyadeyade, so there you go. The truth is, I'm lazy to explain la. Anyways just for your information, so to say. There wont be any updates in the days to come. Might probably close down here too. Its totally fine if you're too lazy, or don't bother to change the links, probably you don't like reading it either. So, yeah.

p/s : Its meanxx.blogspot.com

p/p/s : Its meanxx.blogspot.com

Oh did I sound too desperate? Oh crap.

untitled. Nothing inspires me at the moment.

2009-12-08T06:55:00.000-08:00

For those who thinks the above picture is a sunset, you are wrong!

It is a 7am sunrise. It is quite late for sun to rise at 7am eh?

Haha. Oh well, this is my second attempt to watch a sun rises.

Much better than the first attempt I would say, much better.

Kuantan people should know that it is taken from the huts near Hyatt.

The beach was fairly windy, and a bit chilly.

Oh, and beach tip area was quite nicely renovated!

I still don't like the concept of paying 1buck to get in. =.=

The beach supposed to be public's innit. Felt so cheated.

Something new is going on!

So much determination, so eager to start.

We'll see if it works, and do I able to keep it running.

Hee.

Counting down, 6days to finals!

What A Night.

2009-11-27T07:54:00.000-08:00

I realised the more one whines about money problems, the more poorer one gets. Agree no? Strange numbers from Wimax called me a couple of times to pay up the bills, I just couldn't be bothered. Missing in so many actions of the cyber world really does frustrate me. So inconvenient! Maybe I should reconsider to pay.

Ahh, finals is coming. AGAIN. This will really be my last finals of the year, before I'm on a nine months holiday. If you think its fun, I'm telling you its not. I got no plans for nut's sake. Guess I'm good with rotting at home. Hmm. Speaking of rotting, I haven't been really out going since the new car arrived. List of Friends-Must-Meet is really getting longer and longer. But the thing is, they are not being cooperative at all. All so busy. Nahh, who am I kidding. My favourite quote : will call, will call. But in the end, never call. Haha.

Next up, my favourite month among the twelve! December it is! One might talks about school holidays and etcetera, but for me, its winter season (supposed to be, not here obviously) and its Christmas! How more romantic can it be? I'd always have a thing for Christmas. Imagine snow, imagine sumptuous turkey, imagine tall ass Christmas trees, and pretty lightings! I can really go on and on and on and on..... *takes deep breath*... on and on and on....

Fortunately finals ending before the festival. Otherwise, it will be a ultra kill joy. As for now, I'm a book slave. )=

2009-10-01T20:52:00.000-07:00

Can you believe it, its mid-October already! Honestly, I cant. *rubeyes* It feels as if the year is still young. The thing is, I feel fresh and anew whenever a new semester starts. Now, I'm on the way finishing my last semester, finishing 2009! If you were to ask me what have I done all these while, I.. have no idea. Felt as if I've wasted a big fraction of the year, but I am very happy now, what else matters right?

Been pretty occupied these days. College has treated my fairly good. Not to mention, my mates are awesome! No such thing as rivalry, no drama, no one is stingy with anything at all, always ready to help! and seek help. =.= Currently having a couple of agendas on the list, but after that....its time to break free and party! Err, never been isolated also actually.

xoxo!!

bit suey Vs. super lucky

2009-09-29T04:02:00.000-07:00

Internet is once again down for a couple of days. Yours truly is too stingy to pay. Thought that since its holidays, why bother paying when I'm not going to use? Totally slip of my mind that they need three freaking days to reactivate the cut service, now I'm suffering from no internet connection to the outside world. Very very sad indeed. Oh did I mention I refused to pay up my phone bill too? Gosh, look what have recession did to me! =.=

Hand bag got stolen the other day. Obviously its my own act of 'smartness' not hiding it when i leave the car. Sorry Esther!! =p Some asshole broke the window and took it. Serves us right. I hope he bleeds to death and I sort of learned my lesson. How would I know, I always thought we pay the valet to look after the car. Now I sound bimbo. =.= However! Someone found it near Assunta Hospital. I was like.. Wow, from Mist to Assunta?? Got notified by an online boutique owner I used to buy things from. Now who says its bad to shop?? =p Sounds super unbelievable.

I'm shoo happyyyy. Cuz I can see booboo today. HEE. =*

a heartbeat away.

2009-09-15T08:23:00.000-07:00

Many things got in the way recently.
Almost believed that life before were easier living.
Soon I realized,
I'm actually learning through the thick and thins.
Walking away has never been easy.
Never will I succumb to my own weaknesses.
Then again, fret not.
You are here, always here.

missing you became involuntary.

I want GG3.

yes, but no.

2009-09-07T03:33:00.000-07:00

Your lap is where I'll rest my tired legs.

Your hands massage away the soreness inside.

Your eyes are like mirror that never lies.

And I know, you will never blink me away.

-verycatchylines

Why is the sea blue?

2009-09-07T01:43:00.000-07:00

Fashin Envy II: RipCurl

From the jungle: Amanda

From Candy Land: Lily

From the City: Mean!

Mae's Day!

Mae's Pressie and Me

...whats inside?!

Mae's Pressie and Jing

not tellin' ya!

cheers!

starbucks: Best Chill Out Place

flying kiss.

they fried my hair. )=

Had an awesome week.
Loads of hate and loads of love.

Class resumes tomorrow!
very excited indeed.
Cant wait to be in my room again,
where I eat by myself, singing my lungs out myself....
... I'm such a loner!

Oh well, i love my mates (some).

tarrr. <3

Heart, Hearts and more Hearts!

2009-09-04T02:54:00.000-07:00

I have been on a vacation to never never land. Hence no updates.

Something I did for the first time: Took a flight back to KL. Fortunately its a short distance flight. Seats are unable to readjust. It was a torture to sit upright for an hour. They serve terrible muffins and zapple juice. To kill time, it was nice camwhoring with laptop's webbie!

Somethings I've done for many times: Ordered delivery for dinner. Though it could sound very sick, but thank God for variaties of fast food in our country. McD is out! Nando's rule now. Oh I love staying and eating in with dramas and lipslocks. (=

Still cant believe that college is starting next week. A week earlier that it supposed to be, or at least I think so. This is going to be my last semester and I will be on an effing long holiday!

I wasn't as happy as I thought I would be, after doing things that I thought I will be happy doing. It was fun overall, rather simple this time. They should give us the wardrobe too! Shoo pwetty ler. So much for being charitable! Pfft.

XOXO, s.b

Navy Fever

2009-08-26T09:46:00.000-07:00

To be honest, I'm darn sleepy. The reason I'm still up, (by force) its because I have to wait until my hair dries. Hair dryer is just next door, but I'm too lazy to get it. Speaking of hair, I'm crushed! Long awaited hair fixing session had gone terribly wrong. Its a huge risk that I've taken, and yes, I'm suffering the consequences of the failed attempt. People say that hair is a girl's crown. Mine has just turn from crown made of stones, to crown made of straws! Bushy, btw. *sulks* Well, a hair disaster could be 'creative' in a way or another right? *self comfort*

Changed nail colour! Totally in love with Navy Blue from Elianto. Aww, hearts. One thing about it its that it dries up really fast! Colouring could be done in a jiffy. And and and, experience how nail remover used to smell like crap, and the smell lingers in the room for hours? Not for Elianto's Grape Nail Colour Remover. Obviously it smells like grape. Why haven't I discover this earlier? Hmm.

Been out almost whole day, everyday. Petrol running low. However, that ain't gonna stop me from going out! Haha. So bad huh. Kuantan is really boring. When it comes thinking of places to eat, no doubt we'll scratch heads until bleed also couldn't come up with anything. Talking about indecisive.

I hate rainy days. Somebody just have to make me stand under the rain for close to 10 seconds under the rain, for bad dart aiming. Damn it. *sniffsniff*

I brought back trunkload of clothes but I'll be back for only a week. Plus, 5pairs of shoes. So much for being insecure. Grr.

Lastly, being home really feels good. And, I urgently need some sleep now. Tarr.

''Uuu... This ain't supposed to happen to me... ''

2009-08-21T04:46:00.000-07:00

So, first thing first. I'm SO DONE with my finals!! Arent you happy for me???!!! Well, my happiness is beyond comprehension, a mix feeling of bittersweet.. the rest, self explanatory.

BUT. I was darn lucky. My alarm shut on me twice! At two uber important occasions in one day. I admit, its an honest mistake. I slept barely a couple of hours and exam is at 9am! Needless to say, the first one was exam time. God seriously woke me up dei.. And thank God I called Kana. Otherwise, we'll end up like Gokul who thinks exam is 12pm and missed it. This is not a very decent thing to say, but due to the rush, I had to 'kon lou'. It means, ... didnt bathe.

I was stoning through out the exam period. I could literally felt that the information traffic in my brain is terribly jammed! However, I still managed to pull it through. Creativity is what saved me. I tried every possible way/calculation to get every possible+reasonable answer. I pray hard its the correct answer la..

So sleepy, but I 'fan jin'. Went to college's gym to play pool and foosball with friends. It was fun la, tho the facilities in there sucked big time. =.= I kept whining about being so hungry, then Gokul brought us to lunch at TTDI. The indian food darn nice, darn cheap! Probably because I was over starved. Haha. Came home straight away sleep.

Stupid alarm went off again. Almost missed Home. Therefore, I once again, skipped bath. It was God again.. He's forever faithful innit? So wanted to sleep after Home at first, but went out anyways. Haha. Gaaaaah. Why would I never learn to appreciate sleep!

Got up so early on Saturday, went breakkie with Pat and Dorin at ss2. Headed home to prepare for Unplugged. Cooked, cut, chopped like mad. Lunch totally off my mind. Training was in church in the afternoon. Stayed back for Unplugged. Did tons of walking to get things done, yadayadayada. It took me whole day to prepare the food, and it was all vanished within ten minutes. When finally I get to take a deep breath and rest, event was already closing. =.='' Good feedback was '' good food! '' , but all resulted in bad soreness in arms and legs. Moral of the story is, exercise moreeeee.

On duty again on Sunday. Left home at 8am! Imagine all the break outs and the lethargicness. Travelled back to Kuantan! Thats something I have been anticipating for a long long time. Very happy to be home indeed. Always kept in mind that bad times will definately pass, and behold, the arrival of the good time!

I shall not make it too whinny.
will write more soon.

tongue tied around the ice

2009-08-15T23:25:00.000-07:00

farah. mel. kris. jamie. cass. alicia. mae. mean. amanda. lily.

All the lingerie models for NancesK.

mean. mae. cass. jamie.

mean. joo. mae.

kris. jamie. cass. alicia. mae. mean.

mean. mel.

Off to Quattro!

First and foremost, it was Awesome! We had our make up done at STAGE in Tropicana City Mall. Trust me, it took all of our brains to get there. Event was held at Club Envy Mont Kiara. Free flow dude! The crowd was good, the music was good, the girls.. amazing! We had tons of fun doing it. Tho I made mistakes, both rounds! =.=
Seems like I'm risking my finals for this, but its totally worth it.

They were called killer heels for a reason. Simply because, they literally killed my feet!
More photos in FB. Here and There.

....now, nothing is bigger than my finals!
*fingerscrossed*

My odds are stacked.

2009-08-11T22:10:00.000-07:00

klcc. For PcFair, for the pushes and trips,
your highness, me did not get a piece of shit.
utter failure.

Had dinner at so-called very nice mamak, says dar.
Haha. Not too bad la..

After a long day of walking.
I almost end up on crutches. *joking* All tired and sweaty.
Took train some more. *proudwithself*

Its been long, since I see crowds,
So used to just being you, me and just us.
That day, I see life and I lived life,
I was overjoyed, therefore I smiled.

at the MEAN time,
''oh - so - very - de - busy laaa.''

stress giler.

you love blow and i love puff.

2009-08-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

And again, updating for the sake of keeping things alive here.
I just realized, I twit a lot. Haha. Look closely, most of them are rubbish.
Mainly because the thing i'm doing is too uninteresting to post it up on twitter. Sad, innit?
I don't know why am I doing here, I'm supposed to be studying my ass off for this week. However, everyone seems to have something to say. Well, so do I! ...*silence* Or.. maybe not.

To poppy with KL.
Exclude the stoning outside the club, it was a fun night afterall.

ze gang, we hang out at exit staircase every break.
Kast. Gokul. Kana. Mean.

During recent Physics test which I happily camwhored.
Hence, I failed. Miserably.

de missing eu phace.

Ah, my favourite.
Ever awesome Durian Gelato from MidValley.

Finals for 2nd sem in 7days!
will be back in 2 weeks' time.
xoxo.

updates.

2009-07-31T20:41:00.000-07:00

16th July Girls Night Out

Went for dinner at IKEA. As good as ever.
Roaming around the Curve and three of us bought the same piece in this shop.
Super cheap.

Rest our feet at Winter Warmers. Trust me, they can pose with anything.
Vikki. Mean. Veronica

What ride comes with a blasting stereo, a music video player, fairly good bass
and a modified exhaust?
Apparently, I was describing the cab we took that night.
How awesome.

Before they left back to hometown, for god knows how long again.

14th July Shooting day.

Woke up darn early when the sky is still dark.

This is what we do for 12 hours : Sit still.

This is when I thank god for Ipod.

Oh look, free drinks.

We tried to catch naps in between rehearsals.
And always get waken up before our sweet dream ends.
It was a okay-okay pay afterall.

Scream like me.

2009-07-31T19:41:00.000-07:00

Esther's masterpiece. Innit cuteee.

Yes I admit, I need a car badly. However, many times I couldn't came up with very reasonable reason to convince my dad, which explains, why I'm still car-less. Honestly speaking, its not really anything essential. You know, you know, being a 19year old, yada yada yada that kind of thing. Haha. Well, maybe I should work hard on my excuses now.

Dont you miss sitting in my ride, and let the chauffeur drive you around, at the same time scaring you to death?

Down with love.

2009-07-21T04:55:00.000-07:00

.Short-tice.

Grr. I'm having the suey-est (unfortunates) week ever, after a particular incident to be exact. No point kept asking myself, ''why, why, why'' and more whys.. *stayingstrong*

Upcoming four tests in four consecutive days! Wth. So stressed can die.

Room's roof is dripping crappy water! Urgently need to shift out. How the hell i'm gonna shift all my stuffs laaa.

Finals is in three weeks time! Uuugh.

Internet is down, phone will be down soon. Too broke to pay the bills. =.=

As always said, things are easier said than done.

But I can say, I'm trying hard. At the mean time,

try not to say things that would interrupt?

More updates soon!

Egg-Teen

2009-07-17T10:38:00.000-07:00

Its that time of the month again
Guess it wouldn't be anymore the same
Wondering why is your drift so fast
We ended like this because I couldn't catch up

Whole heartedly we gave out our all
To nurture this love that lastly came to fall
Its time to let go of the broken promises
But not the moments I very much cherishes

I thought you are the one I could lean on to
and where my hopes and dreams could come true
Still accepting the fact that your gone
At the mean time I should learn how to move on

2009-07-13T11:07:00.000-07:00

With the ear phone, '' Takin' Back My Love'' - EI&Ciara.

I seriously need to break something.

T.T

Brrrrr.. The heart is cold.

2009-07-12T00:27:00.000-07:00

Li Ying . Yun

Mean . Eunice

Silly girl is enjoying her cake.
'' Dessert comes first! ''

Li Ying happily trying to eat Yun.

muah.

Cute Sweden flag on Swedish cake.

Esther asking chicken guy how to buy chicken.

Us girls decided to watch Transformers2 last friday. We had early dinner in IKEA. The show was good, even Yun who doesn't like robotic stuffs likes it. I personally like the first Transformers better, though I cried more in the second. Before leaving, Liying excitedly took the receipt from the car ticket payment but yet forgot about the ticket. =.= Fortunate enough, the guard on bike found and returned it to us.

Sowie Esther! Will try your soup next time!
Cheer up babe. I'm on your side! Always!

First I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
I spent oh so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
But i grew strong, I learned how to carry on.

....mmm.

Line of the day: Go to hell.

2009-07-08T09:16:00.001-07:00

some random shop. cute innit? its pink!

no, nothing interesting happened.

random chem class pics

.Now.
Looking at the roommie munching away with her asam and wheat bread.
Poor girl is going to resit 3 flunked papers all in one week.

All these while, ipod have been my life saving gadget during classes. Thats.. exaggerating. It works to keep me awake, not until now, definitely not in BIO. I have to purposely fight with the lecturer, so that I wont be nodding my way to dreamland. Otherwise, he'll pinch me again. )= On the contrary, math lecturer just banned me from using ipod in class. And no smoking during breaks. LOL.

Came home after class. Thinking to spend time with my drama and lunch. Lappie being a bitch, shut down on me. huhmph! Plan B was to take a nap. So coincident, roommie fought with the bf, through the phone. Sigh, when everything went wrong....

Then came night, got pissed off by the bf. Went dinner with Joel and Esther at some hakka restaurant. then, SHOPPING! Saving plan epic failed. =.= Burnt my purse, again. Sobsob.
Oh that glimpse happiness.... (=

When I need love,
Just hold up my hands
And I touched love.

tainted love.

2009-07-06T04:44:00.000-07:00

love picasa and my pretty window.

Life is a mundane. It always has been. If I were to list things down, it will end at number5. Imagine. I only do 5things a day, and everyday. I'd say, routine kills life! Oh well, maybe I should just live with it. =.=

I brought mom for pork noddles in ss15 yesterday after church. It was my craving actually. We waited for more than an hour for that two bowls. We did not really talked much, therefore, the waiting was a tortureeee. I always thought the noddles was famous, but not that any of my siblings knew about it. Anyways, good reminiscing of the past memories and the pork was still as nice! Although the portion kind of shrunken a little, if I'm not mistaken.

Mom bugged me whole darn afternoon to go for a swim downstairs. She got so agitated when I no longer bothering answering. She almost came out wanting to cane me. No, we don't have a cane at home. Now it got me thinking. Have I gained weight or something? Since when she start being so concern? Its time, its time to pick up a sport. Swimming is definitely not my forte. And I dont like to get my hair wet and then frizzy. Any suggestions? Prerequisites are such that needless to move much but yet burns hell loads calories. It also have to be free of charge, BTW.

Saving plan!! Trying to survive 3bucks for two days! No no no, dont get me wrong. I'm not broke! I just want to save. Good habit maa. And, so far so good! Today is the first day actually. =p

Test today was good! I guess. At least I have somebody that gets the same answer. *relieved!* Ruumie coming back tomorrow. I shall not let her to sleep with spiders and webs like I did all these while.

I still believe in fairy tales.

2009-06-22T08:18:00.000-07:00

This is awkwardly weird.
I shouldn't be here in the first place.
I'm having tests for two consecutive days,
starting tomorrow.

Today, life review.
What I stumbled upon.
Trying to turn back and look, from scratch I started, until how far have I have come,
I think my reaction would be a sigh, a giggle, and a smile.

I sigh, because of all that bitterness I kept, that kills life.
I giggle, because of how silly my thoughts and actions were back then.
I smile, because I'm glad I outgrew my childishness.

Its time to set things right.

My first time dei.

2009-06-15T04:44:00.000-07:00

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Dying. Mistaken tmr's test today. Haven study yet.

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Miss Cowie Jane.

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Am I ? So not.

5.Will you ever donate blood?
I guess so.

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Sometimes. HAHA.

8. What does your last text message say?
Someone telling me he's not feeling well.

9.What are u thinking right now?
Whats for dinner and Chem test tomorrow.

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
Yes. Mom to cook me dinner.

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
2.45am.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
MNG

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes. But i dont have to say who right? =p

14.Who was the last person who text you?
Bill.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. Mae
2. Jane
3. Kevin
4. Esther
5. Victoria
6. Nicole
7. Kuan Lin
8. Sab
9. Janice
10. Hasif

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
Richard

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Male

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
HAHA. Nothing is impossible right? I dont think they know each other.

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
Fashion Design

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
Just a moment ago.

20. Is no. 4 single?
Nope. Still attached.

21.Say something about no. 2
Noisy. My shopping kaki.

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
Perfect match. Count me in too.

23.Describe no. 9
Big jie jie. Smart and independent.

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
Use to happen all the time. I'll sit and watch.

25. Do you like 8?
Likeee. She's niceee. Miss her loads.

Sweet Young Thing.

2009-05-22T10:28:00.000-07:00

Hun claimed that I badmouthed him in the previous post and wanted a lovey

one as to make it up to him. How adorable.
But the thing is, I did not waat.
That is the fact that he supposedly went back ktn for 2days, end up extended to weeks.
Oh well, medical reason. I forgive you la. =p

We had a bet on the current American Idol. Loser treats dinner at TR.
What else, of course I won the bet la.
So obvious I picked Kris right, always has this thing for pretty boys.
That is why I have you bb!
So now you know who has better instinct and taste.

Just a moment ago, I offered Yun to look after her purse while she go to the wash room.
At last she took it with her anyway. At the back of my head thinking,
who is looking after my purse then? Ignoring the tinge of instinct
I started rushing for my assignment. When we decided to leave the library,
Eunice claimed her bag had been displaced. True enough, my purse was gone as well.
Uugghh. Talk about sueyness.
Another fella left a note in my bag asking me out to lunch at tgif next week and he will spend.
wth. So sickening. -_-"

Made me run around whole day to cut this cut that, report this report that,
watch cctv whole afternoon. Cibaaai.
Control lady: Eh you Chinese? Aku ingat you mongolian.
*SWT*
Stupid ignorant polices with ass-like attitude.
Police: You Melayu ke? Muke mcam Melayu la.
*doubleSWT*
I was praying to meet that bastard who stole my and other's purse,
I swear I will slap him twice, make a hole in his tummy and pull off his misai.

This is what I call, totally broke. Literally dime less.
I have no IC somemore, exactly like pelarian from Indonesia.

Overdue Jane's Birthday at VS.

Jane. Mean.

My Nips in green.

Mother's Day Cupcakes from
+wondermilk cuppacakes.

Spot the new.<3>

I need Air Purifier.

2009-05-20T02:06:00.001-07:00

I should probably be nominated for the Most Slothful Person On Earth Award, and I truly think that no one deserve that tittle more than I do. I remember seeing that Maggie packet on the floor, thousand times when I walked around the dorm, I just refuse to pick it up and throw it into the bin. Its been there for days, I swear. Not forgetting the used pots and bowls, left on the table not washed, laundries, rotten eggs that I stayed with... the list goes on.

Mymy, I may have many other small living things living with me now. Maybe a few colonies of ants, spiders type1, spiders type2, etc. I could never finish barbequing them. Speaking of which, the lighter is running low on fuel. You see, my roommate is has a sweet tooth, thats the source of attraction. I cant help, unless to finish up all the candies.

One thing that never betray me is my new baby wimax. The signal is goddamn good. My boyfriend can leave, my roommate can not be around, but my wimax never forsakes me. Oh love. The only drawback is that baby has a limit. sobs.

College was awesome. Nothing better to see unexpected staff knocked and tell us about class canceled, or waking up in the morning to see text that says lecturers are on medical leave. Thinking cruel makes me happy.

However, being stuck in the dorm is not. Here I am, reading CLEO from 2007, stuffing myself with crisps. How more pathetic can life be. -_-"
Whats for dinner, btw?

2009-05-11T07:54:00.000-07:00

Are you a fan of Soya products?

YANG AHHH~!
Simply because I watched the silliest horrendous movie in my entire life. Credits to Yang, indirectly. Do you know why? Initially we have to decide on StarTrek or Sell Out, while I raised both hands for StarTrek, the rest was not convinced. So bill say, 'Lets flip a coin.' Of course, its Yang's 10cent coin that made the decision on Sell Out valid. Stupid coin. How could it not be Yang's fault? -_-'' Imagine a sort of local made High School Musical, with totally wrong slots for singing. Those lyrics are, are, are, suprisingly enjoyable and funny. And also terrible story line, complete retarded dialogues, and swt-ness lame jokes. Despite the okay larh main male actor and his uber cute accent, however the female's is a total dismatch.
Shoujing and I sighed over and over again through out the show. I find myself saying, '' When is it ending?*impatient*'' ''What time d?*frust*'' ''Not ending yet?!*furious*'' LOL. I'm not only over upset that I spent 10bucks for crap, most of all, I'm so angry. Why on earth would I torture myself with that crap? Full two hours somemore. Ugh. I must be outta my mind.

I rate -10/10.

Did I mention what the title of the movie? Um, I think I did. Dont say I didnt warn you. This is solely a personal opinion, btw. Wanna be courageous? Feeling rich? By all means, watch it.

'' Dont BUT me! ''

On the B Mission.

2009-05-06T00:54:00.000-07:00

It was a incredible last night. Eight of us literally gathered for dinner in TonyRoma's Pyramid at 5.30pm. Whats wonderful is that Miss Jane and Rich could join us. Could not really recall when is the last time we met. It really took the waiter forever to take our orders. Once second he is here, another second he have to walk over to another edge of the table to take Mr Millionaire's. Another reason for that was of course, indecisive people. Not trying to be racist, but his indian slag was really funny. Jane and Rich left straight after dinner although I said 'exam not tai sai'. Obviously Jane doesn't think so. =p We went for Wolverine that night and went home.

No pictures of the food because I was awfully hungry. The complementary was apparently not enough.

Trying Again.

2009-05-04T21:26:00.000-07:00

Everything happens for a reason or reasons.
It is closed down here previously for an emotional renovation.
Therefore, I'm here trying once again.
We'll see if it works this time round.

I had an awesome weekend. I went back kuantan for a couple of days.
Such wonderful escape from the soundings and nags. Not until mom arrived a day later than me.
Back to square one.
Managed to catch up with a lot of old friends. I was on a craze of driving around the town, which was also my sole purpose of going back. Haha. And the petrol went down so fast!

I had my first hand passenger.. Second hand... Third.. It sure feels great, just roaming around, with the player playing track 04. Nonetheless, very quiet and patient passenger. Unlike somebody.

To my surprise, Labour's day morning had little or no traffic leh. I thought people would go out more on public holiday, like me. teehee. Ting and I went to the mall to buy some stuff. Looking at the que of cars waiting for the ticket machine, we decided just park outside. Its very risky but I couldnt be bothered to wait. And the weather was cruelly sunny!

I had my haircut and a colour job. *sigh of regret* Neither one was good. I banged my hair, which was rather unacceptable, for now. Unless you're talking nice to me and its really comforting. I felt only tinge of regret on the first day, and it grew from that. -_-" The colour pack I bought was obviously insuffucient. Well, not that I noticed. Soon after I dried my hair, Grr, there are few spots were left out. Imagine that.

It was an enjoyable trip. Of course it is! Com' on, I'm driving this time! Tho can be annoying at times. I was referring to other drivers.

Last week, SJ and I went Pyramid to do shopping and we really overspent. Right? Despite that, we went for manicure after dinner at OleOleBali. So syok lah! And we both bought white flops at Ripcurl Pyramid. Oh love!

I seriously miss my old hair. )=

2009-04-28T03:53:00.000-07:00

I miss how you'd love to pinch my tummy.

I miss how you'll pick up my slippers and wear it for me when I dropped them.

I miss bugging you to wake up every evening to bring me dinner.

I miss when we sing-a-long in the car.

I miss wearing your tee and boxer to sleep.

I miss how you cruelly make me smell your armpit.

I miss how you haaaa at me with your stinky mouthbreath in the morning.

I miss how you vainly look at the mirror hugging me.

I miss when you ask me to check for 'anyone' under the bed before you sleep.

I miss the times you waited impatiently for me to finish my food, just because you need to shit.

I miss waiting for you to come back from coll with my lunch.

I miss crying in your arms, like a baby.

things

2009-04-20T13:39:00.000-07:00

I love you.
I do.
I'm a chicken.
I know.
But i'm trying my very best.
Words don't mean a thing.
I hope in time you will realise.
How much u mean to me.

Love you.

Our Pinky Promise.

2009-04-20T09:46:00.001-07:00

Things would not stay the same forever isnt?
No matter how much you want them to.
Its almost a sin, wanting to stay stagnant.
Grow, run away and be free!

In time, I grew dependent on you.
As I stumbled upon, I woke up helpless.
Driveless.
Its for a reason, I suppose.

You got very used to, just saying things.
That I paid my very attention to.
These fragile bubbles, dont often stand long.

Words are comforting, but actions are more heartfelt.

Finals is so over. Hooray for me.
datemedatedateme,anyone.

Chocolates and Cookies

2009-04-03T10:29:00.000-07:00

People! Its been ages, hasn't? Hope nobody missed me. teehee.

Stupid boy has finally arrived in KL this afternoon. For the highest record, he's been away for a week! Silly me left my precious phone in Puchong. Being me, I figured a way out. I had to used my previous phone. And my roommate was kind enough to lend me her newly bought simcard. Imagine lag phone, sucky coverage and 4bucks credit to survive 4days! Couples, you know what I mean. Days like these were awful, a total torture. 5texts , and total of 2minutes of phone call a day. I survived, can you?

A stone and a trip, I terpatahkan my footwear. Wow, footwear came out.
I totally griefed about it. It was my favourite for a long time. Its not only water proof, but stains proof as well! It followed me everywhere I go, even to the toilets! sobsobs.
Its actually my brown slipper. heartsyou.
Stupid boy promised me to revive you. I'll make sure he do it.

Test papers came back. Wasnt feeling too pleasant about it. In reality, it is not as well. Did I mentioned that finals is just around the corner? In a week's time, in fact. Good thing my roommate is tough, despite the dark circles, she thrived together with me until midnight, and even early mornings. We took turns to buy Nescafe in cans. Trust me, it works. However, I'm not sure if you could study properly when you're caffeine-high.
We shared the love of watching series. Thats good. We currently got hooked on DirtySexyMoney at one of their episod. Hope to get more of it. AFTER finals, that is.

Current Hero, Zeus.

2009-03-20T11:19:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESe-AysF9mw&feature=related

The Mom Song.

Introduced by my 11yr old cousin brother.

Pretty interesting. teehee.

Is this the feeling, of being lonely..? Chehh.

2009-03-20T02:33:00.001-07:00

When he first arrived on Monday morning, I was already on my way back to kl. I followed my cousin sister who drove us to Sunway Pyramid to meet up with auntLisa for lunch. Jalanjalan then sis fetched me back to KD. I had no class so I basically did nothing except for Spider until night. How pathetic.

He's Away Day Two..

I had the longest day of my life. It was a Weds and my classes were like 1-5pm, 4hours straight. Can die. I woke up pretty early to make myself feel like I'm a morning person. I tried to connect to the wiFi while I get ready to take a bath. To my horror, the heater was not working! Gooosh. That shower was sort of a tapping dance. It was so chilling cold and you were too embarassed to shout/scream/whateverwayyouexpress, I jumped up and down and brrrrr...! I dashed out from the shower and wrapped up quickly. Took veeeery long to think of what to wear which, you people dont have to know, hmm, got myself ready and ate a StrawberryZipChocolateBar for breakfast. I think I lost my mind that morning. I revised my math but my math assignment is next week. -_='' As usual I was late to class simply because I took too long to blowdry my hair.. yada yada yada. I came home after class and Spider then slept until 8. ESTHER said dinner at 8, but it turns out to be 10.45pm. Picked up KoreanboyJoel and had mamak. By that time I reached home was already near 12am. Then, I studied for my physics test2. I managed to tahan until 3am but my roommate stayed up until 6am for her test. But funny thing is, she went ktv the next day instead of turning up for the test just because she hasnt study finish. *clapclapclap*

Oh, did I mentioned that I missed my hubby every single minute of every day?

....winks...

Hu Hu~

2009-03-18T01:42:00.000-07:00

It was the first time he left me here, in Kota Damansara alone. I first thought he was joking, but after metting up with him in front of SatayZul for solely 3seconds before I left, and that comfirmed it was definately real. KD is not like Subang where you have everywhere everything at walking distances. Lets see if I'd survive.

He's Away Day One...

I had morning class from 9-11am and replacement class from 11-1pm. I did not have my breakfast simply because I thought that sleep is ultimately important compared to filling my tummy when I'm having morning classes. I woke up with a twisted neck. Not really twisted, its more like pulled my neck mucles, well, you get what I mean. I could only turn to the left side and not the right. I'm not able to check at the back of myself and it was torturing. Class was as usual. I came back to dorm after class heating up my left over dinner in the microwave at the pantry, why thats my lunch! Had the fried meehun with keropok, Mmm, still tasted as good. Right away I went to sleep. It was around 5pm that I woke up, confused and worried. So many errands awaits to be done. .. need bank, water, this, that and dinner!.. I played Spider Solitaire more than 20times before I decided to make a trip to Petronas. Got myself some neccesities and figured out I had lost my ATM card. '' You call your dad, I dont wanna help you. '' says Bill. Cried? So Not. Called the hotline and got everything settled. Hopefully I got it misplaced or something and not stolen. *prays hard* Good thing Esther packed me dinner from OldTown. Thanks alot! I had plenty of time to surf online boutiques which I rarely had did in the past and He is not gonna be very happy about it. =p Did a little bit of my homework and bathed. Played another 10times of SpiderSolitaire before I go to bed indulging myself with chineseemosongs, and that was already 2am.

* pictures xbe uploaded. pffft. *

Happy 1yr+1month Anniversary Hubby!

I hate u piece of shit.

2009-03-09T22:34:00.000-07:00

The previous post was sooo not Feb24! ... its Mac10 today.

Then, only I realised how long I've been missing. =s

Itatakimas!

25th Feb. We unusually drove out for dinner. Bill's craving for Japs made him pulled the brakes infront of a Jap restaurant call Okuchi.

' Hmm... Joel ate here for Valentines, right? Lets try here. '

It wasnt any great. Decorations was just so so. We tried to order as worth it as possible especially Yang. Haha. The food was good, quite a portion, but towards the end abit jelak.
Went bakery shopping after that.

The day Yang did his tatt.

27Feb. After so many appointments, Yang finally going to meet his tattooist in OU. Hubby me and Matt left him for Italianise. We were awfully hungry. It was all nice and classy, not to mention the food was awesome.

Here comes Mae.

3Mac. Mae came to see me with Kev. So we went Shogun for dinner. Matthew and Bill whacked the sashimi, oysters and tempuraaaa like Jap hungry ghosts, just to make worth of what they are paying. Too bad for small eaters like mae and myself. =p Joel basically whacked everything.

Once Upon A Time

2009-02-24T05:44:00.000-08:00

Life has been great for the both of us. Just passed the one year mark. Prayfully, many marks more to strike off the list. We didnt really celebrate it because its a weekday and um, I wasnt being very demanding as usual on that day. Good for him. Nonetheless, we had awesome dinner, just the three of us, ( why three???! haha ) at FattyCrab, again. Blame us with the crab fetish, crabbish. Oh, the third one is yangxuan. We had wholelot of crabs, chickenwings and friedrice. So much for a romantic kinda occasion eh? I forgot the rest of the activities.

Homework came floooooding over here. Barely breathing. Despite the fact that I had ample time to finish and revise everything, but I'm not doing it! That me being very lazy but my excuse is, Nicole left! and I dont have a study partner anymore.

I lost my passion of camwhoring. I knew it but I never expect it to be that soon.

Italianies.Ou.

Little Miss Precious

2009-02-16T07:38:00.000-08:00

It was months ago since I spotted her. Upon request, she's available! I immediately fell into deep love with her. Then a week ago, I got this baby!!

Aint she pretty? *smoochies*

I shall name her.. Precious.

IF not, where you think all my pictures came from? I had a huge dilemma choosing the colour of my baby! Everyone was so damn pissed because I could not make up my mind.

Funny Faces

I got hubby this for Valentine's and OneYearAnni.

He loved it to pieces!! He got me a new hair-do. Just like I always wanted. But people claimed it has no difference at all! Nope, not my hubby. He said its pretty. *smile*

Of Chocolates and Roses

2009-02-15T08:52:00.000-08:00

Our valentine plan of genting trip crashed. None of us slept for the entire night. It was snooker and poker then supper and poker until morning. I manage to catch a few hours of nap during poker. Good thing did not last as I was forced awake to swim on chilly Valentine's day morning. Had lunch at O'Town and we are off to Club26 for Roulette. Lucky for us, we won some extra allowance. Teehee.

Valentine's dinner was with the eight of the rest. The more the merrier indeed! Initial TonyRoma's was obviously fully booked as we only called for reservation at 5.45pm! Booking totally slipped my mind as I was awfully tired! Ten of us were left clueless of where to dine, on this very busy busy day. Okay, so in the end we went FattyCrabs. Reaction received from Nicole was '' What in the world?!!! '' and Jane '' Whaaaat theee? *loud laugh* ''. Trust me, even MrFatty's place was so crowded! So many people waiting, it is almost like sabs perhimpunan on monday morning. Seriously. After dinner, Roulette again and lost becoming negative. *feeling poor*

Just Us

mean. alice. esther.

esther & joel

alice & wong

Kevin & Bill

*missing : Keegan & Matthew

LovingCoupleGoingOnOneYear (real soon!)

Tomorrow's Tomorrow.

2009-02-11T10:03:00.000-08:00

Oh my, its a nightmare for a hygienist like me. Well, for certain issues I am really particular regarding cleanliness. The toilet is clogged! It doesnt matter which part of the toitoi because the pathways are all connected. Omg, you didnt know that?? In my case, I see shits floating out of the ground hole. Imagine thaaaat. *very disgusted face* We have to seek help from the management's plumber. At least he sorted out everything for 110bucks. Which, we felt not worth paying. Grr, who the hell would do such a thing?! My biebie was very pissed at the padthrower. But I must say, the Indian guy was damn brave. I wouldnt dig in shits for highsoever money.

We spent the whole evening at Blitz where I was still in my pjs. My last time here was months ago. I was rather busy replying the eboutiques which I made promises to him its the last piece again and again. He wasnt happy, duh huh because he's losing money in Texas. What a reason to skip whole day of classes. -_-"

Here we are again at Blitz after supper at OldTown together with Aur Belurved Nicole and the rest. She's playing L4D with Esther as its always her wish before she leaves. I really would love to join in the fun but.. I got a weak heart, its too chee gek for me. I also meant it fragile, heard me, biebie?? =p

Good news is, I'm moving into campus hostel! There I have Esther to accompany me, kuku slow internet and I can sleep extremely late and still be in time for class!

For as long as I could remember, Hubby never once let me felt hungry. I'm so super duperly well taken care of, bloated tummy always, ....his love is enough said. Thats why '' you will always be my baby.. '' , says Bill.

Send me love.

2009-02-03T22:16:00.000-08:00

FOREword:
Does anyboday been updating their blogs? Apparently not. And I thought I was having internet connection deffiency over here. sigh.

Blame it all on the whole cny festive season. I have been fed really well for the whole week of holidays, that I could no longer fit into my existing pants. sigh square.

Perhaps I should start accomplishing my resolutions since now that cny is alomost over and I have no reason not to. One of them is to really lose weight right bb? Swimming should do the trick. (= I had my first Chem test yday, and I totally screwed it. How hard can it be I thought, but nooo, it was just.. hard.

Everyone is leaving so soon, Nicole and a whole bunch of them. So many farewell's in so little time.
Valentine's soon. Jane's big day is soon. Nic's departure is sooner. )=

TheCurrent.
Class cancelled on demand. So sick. Was updating this in pc lab and someone just farted. Damn sick.

Rainbow Condo

2009-01-24T03:20:00.000-08:00

Here I am again, typing to you, with my all time favourite, miss Strawberry Rocky.

Recently, we became the regular user of the condo's swimming pool. Nope. Not once a week, not often, not frequently. The correct term is Everyday. I must say, its getting really healthy now. Be it after class, or after dinner. We would not miss a chance to go for a swim. For me, its much more of just playing with the water, and get wrinkles all over.

I certainly have weird friends. Nicole likes butterflies. Mainly for accessories. But on the other hand, Kim hates real butterflies, he's even scared of them. He claimed childhood trauma or something.

I got punched by a butterfly in my face and it fucking hurts. I cried. So, stay away from them.

We are Back In Ktn, for a week. And, Happy Chinese New Year!

Flying Kiss

2009-01-20T20:12:00.000-08:00

Just for a quickie update.

We had a big makan on the 18th, again, for the eleventh time @ Chillis, OU. Together with nics joe kev estherjoel yang shaun and matt. Big time emo queen Jane did not join because, emo. duh. The fun continues as we decided on a horror movie called They Wait. Tho its pg13, its pretty scary like, seriously. The aftermath is a turn off. I got a terrible neckache as a result of hiding my face one-sided for the whole 2hours. nop, not good.

Bill moved in to new condo Astana, bugging joel everyday. haha. We had a quick swim at the condo's pool under drizzling rain. We had lots of fun doing ballet in water, couple fight and buying towel and boxer's in downstairs mydin. So spontaneous yet so fun.

Class in half an hours time. grrr.

Sunday Cheers.

2009-01-16T09:46:00.000-08:00

It has come to the end of the week!! Friday, my joy. And no, it was just fairly okay as I just managed to cope. Thanks to many who took concern, especially hubby taking me to dinner every night together with esther and joel. I certainly felt near home. And yes, through all the shits, I definately learned my lesson that I should list the basic needs while moving out. -_-"

Classes was rather plain like the usual. One or two class per day, I just could not wait to end it. Haha. Nothing much for this couple of days, but Matthew turned into a mohawk!

so much for now. xoxo.

I am just incredible.

2009-01-11T18:41:00.000-08:00

First of all, for your information, just so you know...

I enrolled into faraway isolated SEGi. Its pathetic, its awful.

Secondly, as mentioned, I'm really the saddest piece of ... ever, as sweared.

Thirdly, never felt so shitty before. No, worse than shits.

To start off, lets talk about Sunday.

I woke up at 6.30am for church, two services in a row. Arrived home only around 3plus.
Many people many calls, gaah, very i-dont-know-what-to-say. Managed to move things in before 8pm, and then dinner until 9pm.
I got a big hit. There is no fucking internet in the house. I so fucking pissed off lor. I stared at the walls until 2plus am before I could actually sleep. homesick la, so sad.
I forgot my necessities like bedsheet, pillow and the freaking towel. -_-" damn sad.
I came across something which in turn reminded me that I already used my last three bucks buying water, not spritzer sommore. So, I'm officially zero. LAGI SAD.
After that I found out that my phone is running out of battery, and I tak bawak the special plug for it. Probably could not even stay till morning, therefore no alarm. I''m so gged. That is SUPER sad!
Bill said enough is enough. Tons of tuuuut after that. extremelyultimatelyfucking SAD lor??!!

How can a day be such eventfully sad... I pulled it through anyways, strangely.

Now, monday.
Woke up at 7am, followed housemates to uni. Being the freshmen, they are really into it. They walked around the campus, invading empty rooms and classes. Goosh, and I actually followed. The fact is, there is only one thing that I should be happy about. My timetable, its fucking nice. No class on Mon, one 2hrs class on even days and two on odd days. How cool is that.
Too bad the house is just plain.. crap.
One hm came to the wrong campus, she supposed to be in the Subang one. funny people.

I'm updating these in the PC lab at 10.30am in the morning.

WITH NO CLASS. NO MSN. NO PHONE. NO CASH.

hungry like fuck.

To Bill,
Happy First Day Of Class.

The Muse

2009-01-08T07:09:00.000-08:00

I wasnt feeling right ( antonym of wrong ) these couple of days. I could not help myself to feel glommy and not cheery the whole day. Perhaps the thought of enrolling into some junior foundation course really scares me, besides the fact that I'm doing one year extra. Its just too fast a decision, and it happens too soon. It was just like yesterday that the 'fond' memories of teasing weewee/tongtong being overaged, kept appearing in my clouds of thoughts. Grr. Definately not a doting feeling. People suggested that maybe I should lied about going student exchange for a year, nahh, it wont work. Alternatively, I could just dont make any friends at all. But then again, whose gonna help me out on my assignments? To make it worst, what if one day my boyfriend dont want me anymore? I'll be the saddest piece of .... ever, I swear. Afterall, I'm not even sure if this particular reason is my biggest concern. Perhaps its just sad to leave my home comfort, eg no more ever-ready-laundry.

I'm feeling like a standard one again. The rejection of going to school, in my case, going again. Paranoia. Possibly because too long of a spoonfed life at home and of course the feeling of '' repeater'' ( my version, loser ) sucks big time. *SULKS*

And so, I'm going down KL tomorrow to be officially enrolled as SEGi student. A year12 student. ( gawd, not again... ) -_-"

Moving on. I drove today. P stickers, checked. Dad, checked. Car keys, checked. There I go accelerating to get my satays at SatayZul ( come on, where else? ) Being a smartass, I actually realized that I forgot my license. So I made a turn back. I therefore, came home in one whole piece, with my dad, my satays and the car. Just so you know, its my mom's car that I drove.

Moments of truth came early today. I knew it long ago but I opt to ignore. It is not true that I felt the same way you do, but I do expect slightly more, just slightly. Words you said were indirectly pretty harsh and hurting. I clearly understand that you were just trying to clarify your feelings and so on, I wasnt angry at all, really. Things I said were out of my sanity, and you know it is workable. Moreover it favours you most of the time. Please dont say I dont feel a thing, I felt it hell more than you do, plainly because it came out from my own mouth. Okay? I never thought that I would be a burden, I never want to be one. Not to you especially. I'm happy when you are happy. Please dont worry about me anymore, I'm a big girl now.

Still loving you, xoxo.

Riding On

2009-01-07T04:00:00.000-08:00

Its called Hot Dog. (enlarge)

This photo was taken in a Car Museum at Coventry, England. Apparently it kind of looks like a bun with mustard sauce.

Speaking of which, I just received my driving license!! I told you so.. And it is errie pretty. =p

You asking for a car soon maybe? I'm not very sure of that myself.

University stuffs, had been settled. SEGi it is. Gah, another year extra.

Emough of decision makings, my head is gonna blow.

Hopefully there wont be another change of mind.

...but then again, am I making the right choice? ...

He sang me, Incy Wincy Spider.

2009-01-04T07:16:00.000-08:00

I'm utterly speechless nowadays. How could people be such unthoughtful. ..Sorry for the troubles.. does not bring about any comfort, not to me. I should have known, you are not an easy prey. So next time, make up your mind and stick with it. *curse curse curse*

Recently I realized, I put on some weight, which doesnt supposed to happen. I must have fall off my diet plan somewhere along the line. Whats wrong with me? *add on to newyear resos* Blames to be on midnight loklok carts and their fried sotongs, which I still deeply craved for. They caused me sleepless nights, therefore I'm sotongstrucked.

You should be happy that you actually have a school to go to. Because I dont, not at the moment. I will definately thrive hard of this one. I think it suits and favours me the most. Once again, no more disappointments because it doesnt feels good at all. Appeals and more appeals I'd do to get my wish granted. Most importantly, by prayers.

A bunch of randoms

He bought me this for 2bucks, followed by some terrible prank at the beach.

He got me a red mouse I'd always wanted, to match my lappie and ipod.

going red, all the way.

YX: sorry, but I'm leaving you Matt.

MATT: donnnt goo, yaaaang.

The K-shades-brothers-pose.

Dinner @ Hartz

'' More chicken for chickens ''

Bb: Its for you, hunny. *smiles*

Oh really?

Want To Fat*prosper*

'' oh yes please! ''

Concentration *raise nose* @ Rack

Totally failed edits.

Sushi King @ Pyramid

I baked a full-size NY cheesecake. I've yet to try, its already half empty.

I want to follow Alice to the gym. Gone, tummy gone!

11th Anni in two weeks time. I want it different.

A qualified driver in two days time. oh-so-excited.

The K Era

2009-01-01T08:31:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year everyone!

My initial plan was to do LastPostOf2008, but sadly I missed the chance. So, I wanted to replace that with FirstPostOf2009 instead, which I also missed. Now that its the 2nd of January 2009, I couldnt be bothered anymore.

2009 Resolutions

Ditch the laziness

Be a better person and start life anew.

New Years Eve was a Poppy, it was good booze good music. Photos are with Nicole. Updates soon.

Randy Dandy.

2008-12-27T06:34:00.000-08:00

Its time for some Christmasey post.

For some backgrounds, I do not have any christmas tree at home for Christmas after the broken of the previous one, which I supposed many many years ago. As for this year, no apprearance of the tree as well. hmm. However Bill's house has one, with many many presents underneath.

Christmas Eve was as ordinary as ever. Church carried its usual tradition of the Eve Dinner participated by all the members at a chinese restaurant. Pretty well done, really. The performances did a good job entertaining the guests. Gah, the food was a goodie. I starved whole day for it and I'm not disappointed.

Met up with Jane Nic Kee Mou and Yl @ Tjantek after that. We had awesome time of chilling with the frenchfries and chats. Nothing better than irritating Jane, its been awhile! Had great laughs and countdowned for Christmas.

Moving on. We joined Bill and the rest @ Checkers. Came along Kim and gf. Whole night of cool musics, fags and beers. Bb won pool tournament, and I won luckydraw on their behalfs. Wee, what a night!

Christmas Day starts with morning service in Church. Truckloads of performances and free buffet lunch. hmm..mm. Went over Bill's place to watch some jackie-cowboy-chan show and to help run some errands. And then Oldtown with Kee, Mou, Wong, Jane and Charis. I took a long nap after I came home, because the big night awaits!

The night shouts paartaay! Table full of mouth watering food! From satays to pastas..and turkey! which sadly i missed )= .. irresistable can! Ah, the pingpangwah started. Downed with two big bottles of liqour and n cans of beers. Not to mention the embarassing moments of the drunkards.. clean.sweep.mop.

mean. nic.

drunk bill.

mean. charis.

bill. mom.

joel. esther.nic. mean. esther.
mom. mou. yl.
hashan. wong.
drinks.
kev. jan. sujean.
jan. mean
bb. me.

mr pink. nic.

p/s: To Jane, you missed the fun!

You Who?

2008-12-22T05:30:00.000-08:00

I would like to say, sorry for the photo-less post, again and again. It must be terribly boring eh? I have yet to gather back the bits and pieces of my poor camera. The cam is with Nic, the charger and battery are currently with Mou and I only have a plain cable in my hand. Sigh, poor camera.

Christmas is happening in a matter of days! Planning for a Christmas present shopping tomorrow, which is kind of a rush actually. The list is almost complete, good luck pressie-hunting tomorrow to me! Know what, I'm happy again! As for the reason w-h-y, it shall remain a secret. *winks* There isnt many reasons why a girl could be happy so, guess. =p

I went for my first driving lesson today. It turned out way alot better than I'd expected. sapsapsui lar. You must be thinking ''Man, you are like a year late!''. Gah, I am..I am for certain reasons. And I regretted for it! Knowing the feeling of no transport around, even in a small Kuantan, ttteeerrriibbbleee indeed. Otherwise, count yourself lucky.

My last night here for you,

same old songs, just once more.

My last night here with you?

maybe yes, maybe no.

I kind of liked it your way,

how you shyly placed your eyes on me.

Did you ever know,

That I had mine on you.

I revived my phone.

2008-12-19T09:22:00.000-08:00

I arrived at Kuantan just today. Omgomg, I drove back leh, well part of the journey. Haha. Everyone was wide awake and pretty much tensed when I'm driving. That is because I have yet to get my license yet nor been to my first driving class. =p He knew I'm gonna brag about it. We went for lekor, chickenchop and saimailou at the beach around 6plus. Hobo-hobo, I'm stuffed! My last visit..godknwswhen. -_-"
I was so tired that I slept right after that.

Another thing is, I collected my results today. I did not really plan to see any of my classmates, so I could ignore the eagerness ''hows yours'' and knowing you did better/bad-er(?!) that one-kind ''oh i see''. So, I decided to go today. (erm it was out yesterday fyi) Nah, I still met one or two.

Should I announce my score here? like, must I... -_-" All I can say is that it was just average. Not very suprising to me, not very satisfying as well. It barely gets me anywhere with the course that I intended to do. You know what is the worst thing? I got no backup plans. )= Kepochis (if you are one) , ask me la, console me can.

Shopping-on-the-go! I'm so broke, once again. No, I was broke all along, says Bill. Remember how much I praise online boutiques, not that good afterall. See. Whenever purchases add up eg. 71bucks, the smallest note atm could receive is ten. It means that I have to bank it a total of 80. Change of 9 will return along with the parcel. One buck also cannot discount meh. -_-"

Does anyone watches RachaelRay? Its a cooking show. Its on ntv7 (i think) at 2am. They are still doing Febuary episodes, goodness gracious, slow can. Haha. Being owl-like (not godlike, haha) in kl, yeah I love her. Not forgetting MarthaS. *whisper* Bf gonna do CulinaryArts, wat to do. =p

#1 Countdown to Christmas: 5days.
Get ready your big red socks. I already got mine. And, be nice. (=

#2 I forseen uncertainties ahead. Where my future is a total blurness,
I'm afraid I would trip somewhere, somehow.

#3 Happy belated Birthday to Justin, Keanwai and XiangYong.

#4 Oi, selling SAM books! Complete and Cheap! Grab fast!

last # Happy 10 months together bb. We managed it.

A quote from Jerry McGuire, "You Complete Me"

2008-12-17T07:17:00.000-08:00

Baby,

I'm sorry for being such a jerk
but
I guess sorry is never enough.
Nowadays, nothing falls in place..
Nothing.. Not even "us".
Tan Boon Mean..
The thought of losing you for good scares me.
I was paranoid.
Don't you realize you're a part of me now?
I need you and I love you..
Please don't write me off just yet.
take care boo boo.

bill.

2008-12-14T08:52:00.001-08:00

Its definately very easy for you to point out my flaws and weaknesses. My whole journey with you aint only mistakes right? How bout the rest? Think about it.

I have to say, you are being too comfortable in this relationship. You demanded for an ultra makeover in me. Reason is to suit you of course. So that you wont feel the slightest uneasy-ness. How would I feel? Think about it.

You claimed that you currently have alot in mind, very stressed up. Hoping I wont be another burden for you. Burden? Since when love is a burden? Think about it.

A million sighs wont be able to express how disappointed I am at you. *roll eyes*

december eleventh

2008-12-13T22:35:00.000-08:00

First meal of the day was dimsum at somewherenearby together with YX. Since I'm still on for my diet plan, I ate awfully little compared to the usual. Sigh.

Then, the rest of the day was spent at The Curve-Street-Cineleisure. All we do is just walking around while waiting for Kev Joel Joji Matt. Your highness being completely indecisive between the movies, at last we went in Borders, sit down on the carpet and watch KungFuPanda with the rest of the kids.

Yeay, kids. -_-". come on, I personally love kids kay.

So that makes the three of us, being strangely looked at. No la, after that we went to the theater for TheDayWhenTheEarthStoodStill. blardy long name. Dinner was at WinterWarmers.

It sounded warm indeed, out of the heavy downpour. There's a very nice liveband which bb was very tempted to grab their guitar and sing-along. Uber cuteness, aint it. The boys planned for MOS after that and ta-da.

I miss those time when we literally live together.

Happy 20th Birthday sweetheart <3

2008-12-11T21:36:00.000-08:00

The Eve

We arrived at OU around 1.30pm. While waiting for bb to reach, I followed the mom to do some shopping at British India. Man, he took like forever to reach, I was so jumpy. To my horror, he showed up with a rather shocking hairstyle. wakaka. We had lunch at Good Evening Bangkok. It was pretty nice overall, despite all the bullets of nags into his face. =p All of us went on our separate ways to shop after that. Did I mentioned that shopping time was awesome? Well, of course! =p Dinner was at Fatty Crabs. I missed that place so much, aye friends? =)

We headed home right after bidding good bye to the family. With much anticipation, he opened his pressies before even waiting for his actual birthday. Well, I bought him a guitar, as requested. hmm. I supposed he would like it very much, not until the enjoyment lasted him so short. It was then sitted beside his EX guitar, on the floor. Sigh. Kepohchis arrived, Matt and Nich. And they came up with the most brilliant idea that is to Blitz! '' oh great. '' I told Bill this would reminisce the time we used to have in FTZ. hee. It was until 4am we went home. Sleep! Finally.

2008-12-08T21:19:00.000-08:00

Home Sweet Home!!

Thought 1
I have been home for two full weeks. It has been a good time with the family and friends. Life now is so carefree, nothing better than resting before the start of another new year. I am currently taking up driving lessons. Hopefully in no time, I can repay my drivers after so long of utangs. =p '' gear 1.. clutch.. then gear 2... '' right mou?

Thought 2
High school friends are still as awesome as ever! The love is so overwhelming. Thank you much for the suprise party at After7! To everyone, millions of hugs and kisses. I'm 18, finally. fuuu.
In my days in Kuantan, been out for many yc sessions with the lovely people. Its nice to know that the internal jokes and teases were not forgotten.

Thought 3
Sayangs from KL are back! at last. Yes, Jane and Nicole! To Jane: Kee irritated me because you were not around. *stress* To Nicole: Story-telling time!! *gossips* To both: Oh how I miss our midnight A&W moments. *aww..*

Thought 4
I will be going down KL tomorrow to see bb! His birthday is coming soon by the way. Oh loves!
It has been weeks since I last see him. Suprise me, suprise you. (=

Thought 5
Have you ever thought of doing something crazy? No? With no certainty of the consequences, gather up all the guts and just go for it. Something like now-or-never kind of scene. The kick sure feels fun. (= At least there is no regrets left behind.

Thought 6
I need a wardrobe makeover. Right bb?
Red light for my laziness.
I love my nails, I know you do too. =p

Thought 7
Christmas is coming! My favourite decorated trees... beautiful pressies...
*stares and dreams*

Silver Bells

2008-12-02T05:52:00.000-08:00

I am currently addicted to online boutiques.

Nothing better than doing what a girl do best, shopping that is.

Try thinking no more fuss taking off and putting back clothes for fittings,

no more need to carry big and small bags around,

somemore at a lower price, who can resist, you tell me.

And now, because of that, I'm so broke. )=

I'll be seeing my bb in seven days!

happy birthday baby.

2008-11-30T13:24:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry baby.
Being with you is the best thing that ever happened to me.
You know you'll never have to fight for me,
mainly because you'll always have me.
I love you my little birthday girl.
I really do.

We're perfect
together

How can i be complete without you next to me.

Happy Birthday
Baby

Forever yours,
bill.

....sigh....

2008-11-30T03:29:00.000-08:00

'' You only stick with me for my friends. ''
'' You only stick with me for my name. ''
'' I doubt you ever love me before. ''
'' You are the worst girlfriend ever. ''
'' You are just being a bitch. ''

Imagine that.

Maybe I'm not good in putting it into sentences, that supposed to come out from my mouth over the phone. Thats why I kept silent. Maybe you didnt notice, I'm not blind of feelings. I am very hurt deep down. I am sorry if you are sick of my egoness, my immaturity, or just me. You should know me by now, I thought. I am sorry if what I did all these months are nothing and shits to you. You always acclaim of what you did for me, how much you did for me, all the troubles you went through for me. Just like you are the - - - - est between the two of us. Never came across your mind that I, actually sacrificed too? I guessed not. I promised to change but not expect it overnight.
These two days, I acknowledged the incidents at its least severity. I dont understand why is it a breaking point for both of us. '' A broken promise is a broken promise, '' you said. I am still unable to figure out, why is there no more compassion, no more love. '' I'm the one always come back to you, saying sorry. I'm tired, and about to burst. '' I broke a promise, you felt inferior. I got all the nasty words in my face, all the while I kept quite not? I bare it down not? I'm the one about to burst, I'm the one tired. Ultimately, I'm the one hurt.
I choosed to be bounded, to be controled over, to be ordered, to be everything you want me to be.

You asked me to win you back.
You asked me to fight for you.
Despite everything,
I will win you back. I will fight for you.

.....its because I truly love you.

2008-11-26T08:06:00.000-08:00

These photos were taken at the last night during my

stay in Subang, which, wasnt very long ago. And

mymy, I missed them so very much already. =/

It was a sumptious dinner at Tony Roma's, since

its a post exam celebration for myself and miss Jane.

Had lots of fun with the fitting sessions before dinner,

but some broke people decided not buying the funs.

Unfortunately Bunbun was not feeling very well

that night. He only ordered caesar salad.

Over the phone he said he is going to be late for an

hour for the dinner, then I was pretty upset.

So happened that I came out of the fitting room

in Forever21, he was already waiting outside, aww

not only that, he also bought me that piece that I wanted!

Man, I was thrilled!

It was only nine and we planned to sleep already. Lol.

He ate the pasta I cooked for him when he woke up hungry.

But he did not finish it. =(

And now, I'm sick like toot toot.

'' honey, i wan cuddle.. ''

one stop shop

2008-11-22T07:56:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO SELL MY BOOKS.

Its TAYLOR'S SOUTH AUSTRALIA MATRICULATION programme,

SAM in short.

Consist of GENERAL SCIENCES subjects-

BIOLOGY, PHYSICS, MATHEMATHICS, CHEMISTRY,

compulsory ENGLISH as SECOND LANGUAGE and MORAL.

Comes with - COMPLETE SET OF NOTES (except Chem, my treasure)

and PASSYEARS PAPERS.

That Is All You Need

Price negotiable. Promote please? (=

It takes time

2008-11-22T06:19:00.000-08:00

Me Myself and I: YES! Finals is sooo ooovvverrr.

I'm so glad that finals was actually over. It feels good as though putting down tons of rocks weight of burden. My my, it sure feels damn syok. What feels better than lepaking around kl with the most loved and beloveds. Watched all the movies in 2days! Madagascar2, The Coffin, HSM3, and 007.

Prom comes approx. a week after finals. I only start preparing two days ahead. Apparently not only me, but number of them did not start early either. It was kind of a rush, but I just manage to pull it through, getting the basics.

Prom was awesome, despite the gathering with my fellow classmates, the performances was ookay because my table wasnt infront, I'm not very tall, and I'm having blur sight that night. Hmm. Man, the food was delicious. I starved the whole day for it, so I think it better be good. And I can say, it's worth the starving! Or maybe I'm just overly hungry.

mean: Oi Nics, lets take pics before we go down!
nics: Oh kay! walking to the mirror.
mean: Oh Sharks!
nic: never charge lehhh.
mean: fully charged okay...forgot the memory stick, stucked in my lappie.
ahh, GREAT. *sulks*
nics: -_-".............

Sad la, finally I finished my SAM programme. So short and its now history. Dang.
Not to mention the coming future is yet to be clear......

And I'm back in Kuantan! (= / )=
I missed BunBun the most! And the rest second most. =P

Loves.

I'm trying

2008-11-19T10:13:00.001-08:00

im trying to understand you.
i hope in time i will know u inside out.
you're angry now..
i dont wanna stay home beside you because we will quarrel over nothing..
will come back with your icy cold spritzer..
i love you honey.

i love to wear t-shirt.

2008-10-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

That time of the month, again...
Last Saturday was the 18th of October!

Can you believe it?

Its none other than our 8th month anniversary.

We made it such a remarkable day to be remembered.

Didnt we, hunny?
Never once we failed to celebrate it together every
month, rainy or stormy.

This time at Canton Bay, Sunway Pyramid.

The ch'ng restaurant

Dining with us White: Richard & Jane

Black: Bill & Mean

Yarr, Mixed: Nicholas & Nicole

... while waiting for food to arrive,we whored a lil. I know, Bill is so adorable! ...

The food was good, not as much as the gathering. Yeay. However, it wasnt really enough of fatfat, so we decided to hop over to SushiKing to fill another quarter of fatfat's tummy. So did I.

SushiKing

with mouthfull of sushi.

Soon enough when Nicole arrived...

After dinner, we carried our big tummy, dropped by BerryPassion for berrillicous desserts take-away and went Archade for Daytona. ..guys. That wasnt the end, we went for another two rounds of Bowling and a more late night movie, MaxPayne.

We came out from the mall around 1:30am. Ahhh, late eh?? But noooo, some people want to play pool before going back Kuantan. We headed RackCafe and spent another one and a half hour playing foosball and pool. Yeah, outing marathon. wee. That ended the awesome night/morning. (=

P/S: i XO you.

Rat-a-tat-tat

2008-10-20T04:35:00.000-07:00

Its been a while eh? Gawd, finals is just around the corner.
Say, two weeks? Ridz say 300 hours more. -_-''

Being the nicest meangirl in the neighbourhood, ME,

decided to update some happenings to whoever readers,

despite the fact that I urgently needed to stuuuudy.

Last Thursday was an ordinary classday. Well,

not until everyone in class catch a sight of Valerie

wearing a spaghetti to coll, that is!!!!

Definately a jaw-drop, a wooo, a weeu-weet.

She thus, became star-of-the-day.

Its exclusive, its once-in-a-century kind of thing.

me: I'm not exagerating, seriously.

Let me present to you. Val. freaking A19 in ESL.

Thats me and Val.

Kahmun&Mean: We Love Val !

Arvend. Someone naughty. tsk tsk tsk.

So Soon?

2008-10-06T08:56:00.000-07:00

What a week of holidays to unwind! All those breakfast,

lunch, noontea, dinner and of course supper have definately

fed me well. Not to forget those boundless time where I spent

in front of the tele, oh-so-relaxing. Suprisingly I have not been

out busy meeting with friends very much this time, even

though the books I brought back was totally untouched.

Arrival of monday (today) was not much anticipated. Never been any tougher days than today where I have to receive all results of five subjects. And that involves emotional challenges. How much heartaches the aftermath of getting the big T-errible results caused. ahhh. dont ask about it.

I said Dont Ask.

So many things await me to plan, to arrange, to inform and to accomplish. Then again, most importantly, to start. How now? You couldnt just ask me to get out from my comfy bed where I just nicely tucked myself in and start doing those things that I'm obsolutely clueless about.

So much for this do-it-yourself world. Sigh.

I know i'm not the same

I dont need a fortune nor care about fame,

My soul is a burning flame,

Cant sleep the whole night through,

since I laid my eyes on you.

Eyes on me

2008-09-29T08:30:00.000-07:00

After a much fierce battle against exam stresses,
I have to say, I'm now FREE!!
So relieved that I have to crack my brain to fill my
afternoon plans.
Nowadays, I practically wakes up and sleeps after twelve.
Funny thing is, is Bill who calls me up. Imagine that.
What a carefree life I'm living, just that it will
only last more another week. Seven days to be exact.
Yes, and sigh. And
the next round of rest is nowhere in sight, yet.

I have been spending ample time with hubby, as he got
off for a couple of days during the weekend.
He will be start working tomorrow.
Hasnt been stable like before, unlikely to miss some
fights and arguements in between the days.
So many times we were tempted to give up
once and for all, but thank god things never happen,
seeing how far we're have made it today, wouldnt
be too silly to succumb and waste all that efforts.

Despite that some of us had fallen apart,
unfortunately.

Still running and still learning from each other,
hopefully its just a tinnie wave for us to jump through
together, hand in hand.

" you better dont jeling me..

it makes me vomit...

see cock ah see..

but still,

you make me SMILE. =p "

By Bill.

I will be going back kuantan tmr. Feel free to
ask Bill out. I promise I wont be jealous. winks.

Birthdays Announcement. (belated)

Happy Birthday to Richard and Kahmun.
24th of Sept.

He's too busy working.

2008-09-19T00:37:00.000-07:00

Just a small announcement.

TRIALS IS ON THIS FREAKING MONDAY.

yeah, no big.

),,=

2008-09-12T09:40:00.000-07:00

Something from Coll.

Shh, it pretty late now and I'm not allowed to be
anywhere near here!

Freaking Trials is in nine9sembilanjiuu days time!

And I'm waaaaay far from 'well prepared'.

So you see..

Quoted from Nic :

'' How now? Damn stress la! Eh, if i get this.. this..

then plus that..times this..then minus that...''

We went Naili's for dinner in Taipan.

Its just opposite Starbucks.

A nice place to dine. Has a very beach theme.

As for the food...typically so-so, and so is the price.

Its fairly good place for couples who are willing to

spend bitsy more money to get better food with

an inordinary atmosphere, know, rather than

tajing everyday.

Screw that part that we argued.

We bought this dvd Rouge back to chill and watch.

It was a guddie gudgud. Damn chi gek.

I might just wanna pick up swimming after

watching that crap.

Bby is fast asleep beside me now. He must be

exhausted after all those phone calls.

Poor fellow. Uuh, its Saturday tommorow!

In his brain now...

'' Good afternoon sir, this is Bill speaking, may I

help you..? ''

'' Good morning maam, this is Biii......I......*snores*.....

p/s: This Sunday spells c-a-n-d-l-e-s!

strawrockyberry

2008-09-10T01:49:00.000-07:00

Count Down : 4 more days

Who is she? CLUE:

She is one big cilipadi. She loves tonyromas and bbq twisties.

Maybe hairy guys.. um, heels definately. And not to forget shopping!

Ah! Lame chop too. I mean, lamb. =p

Hate tofu and bitches.

Now, what animals does she looks like here?

Look, isnt she happy? Total cuteness.

Its taken on her birthday by the way.
I'm sure someone is gonna like this picture of her and

perhaps considering to add it to his collection.

Missing her badly,

fama. <3

The Ultimate

2008-09-09T03:30:00.000-07:00

College kills today. Why?

For simple reasons like making students

like me feels like jumping off fourth floor.

Or, maybe its just me here, exagerating.

My side of the story.

Maths DI to start the 'wonderful' day.

What a way.

Princess freaking went late to class.

Still, managed to finish everything with

the help of servant Arvend, mutually.

Followed up by Biology Practical Test.

Princess freaking forgot the labcoat.

Still, teacher kind heartedly extend the time

until tommorow say, 15minutes..? -_-"

OH Hightlight of the day, Physics Practical

WriteUp in MPH. houyeh.

Princess freaking forgot to bring long ruler.

Did something which is nothing, so fucked.
ESL so-called mock test. Could not be bothered.

BREAK! at last. Went PizzaHut for lunch.
With cuckoo Haron, cuckoo Lee, cuckoo Ho,
cuckoo Ng and cuckookugaan and the rest.

We were so wacky, so noisy with lame jokes

all flying around. Our very own way of destressing.

Eh, not end yet. Chemistry self examination test.

Screw that. We were communicating on paper. Hah.

So, concluded that, today is test day is it???

Was bby's first day of work. Offing at 6pm. Sigh.

Lovely mv sushi king for dinner. (=

Shh, he's sleeping already. Nights people. *whispering*

cuckoo Ng doing her thaaang

venue: class

venue : biology lab

She was named cuckoo for a reason.

A singing Mother Teressa

I am. Are you?

2008-09-04T07:29:00.000-07:00

Hollas!
After all the good days I've been living,
I really did almost forgot about here.
Hees. I'm better than fine. How bout you?

My mornings are lovely, so is my nights.
My meals are great, not forgetting my love.
My college... dam kao stress..
*sulks*

OH, I've got a new modem in the house.
Connection is much much much better now.
Howevaaa, dont expect consistant updates tho.
That is just sooo not me.

What a life isnt? Having so many buddies around,
under the same roof! at least for most of the time.
So merry, so fun. And they are such nice people!

I just got to know another housemate yesterday!

I'm happy today. (=
exclude the fact that i havent study yet. i know, this is random.

tiga puluh satu.

2008-08-30T09:40:00.000-07:00

Great! Its merdeka night as I'm typing all these.
How meaningful and emotional today can be..
I thought I would not feel a thing about today
except for the relaxation of a holiday on monday
can bring to me.
While watching the live show of countdown
events for independence day at various spots,
pretty much felt their touchingful happy atmosphere.
Am claim not an emo person, so screw that.

Everyone is out I supposed. Bill and Rich
are now clubbing at KL, happy for yous.
Jane on the other hand at Coco, well
you've got some explaination to do girl.
As for the NicS, decided to staying in, ah lovely,
meaningful night spent together with a movie.
I ought to think that best to spend time with
abby as wont be seeing her for a long time.
yeah, its all worth it.
What a young girl she had grew into.
The accents are total cuteness.
Anyways I'm pretty sure she's in dreamland
by now.

Guess what, been sharing my lonliness texting
nicole. Haha. Good buddie.

Last but not least, Happy Merdeka people!

FART BOOBIEEE FART!!

2008-08-28T20:37:00.001-07:00

i wanna sleep. 48 hours. thats how long i've been up.

i need your fart.

it smells good.

im going mad.

fart boobiieee fart!

she's in class.

i suppose to be in class too.

too bad.

lecturer died.

sigh.

love my boobieee

2008-08-28T20:37:00.000-07:00

i love boobiieee boonn.

Something Pretty

2008-08-20T07:29:00.001-07:00

Ha, done with the photos.
But wait! More to come!
There is more from HeadQuarters
and my bd! i mean, ours. (=

You heard me, my big day.
We celebrated our 6months
anniversary just last Monday.
We made it a dinner at PHOP, the Curve.
Together with kev, sab, jane and rich.
To add to the merry, Sab's bday on tues,
and the J&R's first official date.
(at least we thought so) *squeaks*
Followed by a movie, Meet Dave.
Hilarious it is.

That night was just plain awesome.
Perfectly fulfilling dinner at PHOP,
3 sweet couple-seated movie at CineL,
some games the boys enjoyed playing,
Slow walk to the Cupcakes...

Plus...
itsy-bitsy cheeky ideas for Jane,
..should see how blushed up she is!...
Hah, how could we ever forget THAT scene?
Too bad i cant reveal anything here..but
I had the loudest laugh, and the biggest aww!
Trust me, it was priceless!
Poor nics, you've missed it... =p

no-n0, its not the end yet.
It was Breakers @ Hartamas after that.
The place where I first met him.
I still remember how he drunked me
and piggyback me to the car under the
pouring rain. How dirty yet how sweet.
-_-''

And I'm back but He's not.
I miss him, so bad.

Here It Is.

2008-08-20T06:39:00.000-07:00

The Prom.

All of us. Except Joe and Vic

The Sweet Couples.

Bill & Mean

Kev & Sab

HaoYi & ShouJing + Colby

plus YangXuan @ tofu

Mean and Sabrina
just posing

Joel's Birdday @ Barcelona

The Pretties :

Jan. Jin. Mean. Sab. Nic. Esther. Jane

Annoying Jane, Left-to-States Pragash, The-New-Couple Nic, Nicholas

Bunch of posers. *Esp Jane.

Hungry-like-mad people.

....aww, My bunny.

All of us.
I'm the camerawoman. hmm.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY SABBIE.

Jumbles

2008-08-12T16:15:00.000-07:00

'' Sweetest smile I’ve found on your face
Definitely had me through my toughest days
Incomparable, so simple yet so magical
Without you, everything would be just trivial ''

Being a heavy sleeper, its very unusual
of me to wake up two hours before my
first class starts. And my class starts at
9am today.
This rarely happen, no, not at all.
Yes, I'm always late.

So determined to score for physics paper,
I woke up early and study.
Nooding here and there, not suggesting
that I understand the hardcore facts.
But I'm terribly sleepy! BIG sigh.
Physics today was awful. Thats it la.
Because Jane didnt text me goodluck.

ub-by brought me suprise breakfast!
Waiting outside my hse this morn, awww.
Chatting with neighbour's erhem, maid.

Rather stressful at the moment, rushing to
apply for universities that I never meant to
consider at all. Its all peer pressure if you ask me.
I am not convinced that I'll be accepted at
any circumstances. Results are as if from toilet
bowl, says ub-by. Peer pressure lok, kia-su ma.
By the tone that dad just gave me, going off
direct is never in the picture.

Wanna swap brains anyone?

Today is Sunday.

2008-08-10T02:29:00.001-07:00

*peeping in*

Haha. Have been missing for so long, again.
Felt so strange writting stuffs here already.

Good news!
Bill manage to go back kuantan for whole 3days!
Without any major problems,
We actually can survive without seing
each other for quite a couple of days.
As our closies know, we are sort of
inseparable. Of course theres phone lar..
And, he's reaching home in just a few hours!
weee...

Practically been stucked at home studying.
And getting ready for the Big Day. (=

Jane is a ( )

2008-08-04T04:59:00.000-07:00

La La La La La... sings Jane.

You people just miss me, dont you. Haha.
Sooory to keep you people hanging,
but connection at home suck too bad.

So.. yeah... Um...Okkay...

Friday to Sunday
Went back to Kuantan during the recent
weekend. Been terribly sick by the way.
Stayed home and chewed on my medicine.

Monday
Screwed my math CT3. Too drowsy for
everything.
Hun brought us to parade. Bought some stuffs.
He's happy when I'm happy. (=

Jane beside me now. She kedukut.
dont wanna open pc. Say no money.
But ate 1901 hotdog and kwai sun.
stupid stupid stupid.

BILL IS STILL ALIVE!
Dotaing.

Richard.. GOOD going after Jane plus dotaing.

Boon Mean.. GREAT, math is history.

And so, everyone lives happily ever after.

I think I hutang alot of photos here.
I promise, I'll try my best k? weee.

Saw that?

2008-07-18T17:13:00.000-07:00

18th? 18th? Yesh! It marks the last day of our
fifth month together. Going on to the sixth!
Much gratitudes, to people who stood by us,
as we go through our ups and downs.
To baby Jane, Nic, guys.. Cheers. (=

Janey Waney, get well soon alright? emotionally.
Thank you so much for such a sweet post dearest!
I myself do not know some of the pictures exist. -_-''

Not much daily updates nowdays.
Basically just foosing around.

Um, changed venue to Barcelona. Photos
will separately upload here and Jane's, soon. wee.

So In Love,
mean.

A Happy Day, supposedly.

2008-07-16T02:16:00.000-07:00

Do you know whats in you that attracts me the most?

Your brain.

Now,
do you know what makes me dislike you the most?

Your brain that thinks one sided.

And again, I dont like it.

bikiniboon.

2008-07-08T09:39:00.000-07:00

...some names they use to tease me. ugh.

I had big appetite today. Or perhaps, everyday.
Thank you carol, for intro-ing the tarts.
It was godliness. Definately made his day!
He just fell in love with me, again. (=
The sad part is, we kept one last one after dinner.
Too bad it was invaded by ants. SIGH.
Prolly get some more tomorrow.
blueberry cheese tart is better than the strawberry ones.
Oh Me Love!

My very first song! 'Always be my baby'.
Know? Remember my previous post saying hun
strummed for me?
Ha.. I actually know how to play it myself already.
And have audience too!
People like Jane, Nicole, Richard and of cuz my hun.
Those people are just plain awesome.
They requested over and over again to encore the song.
Especially Jane and Nic. They adore me so much.
' awww, werent they sweet ? '
Did i tell you that all of them are musical talented?
I'm saying ALL of them.
Pieces and pieces of certs as proofs for their achievements
in music.
You bet, i certainly am pretty proud of myself. hee.

'HHAHAHahahahaHAHAHA' uh hem. Pardon me.

Fries and Me.

2008-07-04T10:25:00.000-07:00

What an emotional day it is!
Had the stupidest fight ever since last night.
He thinks alot, a bit too much. Me no likey.

Spent the whole afternoon together gether.
Met up with a friend and had lunch in KJ, again.
Oh, played PS2 too! Its been months...

Stupid incident number one.
Went home after that so that he could catch some
Sopranos before heading for Hancock at 10.40pm.
My initial plan was go back and grab the Sopranos dvd
and break it or something. By right he should be studying.
Not only that did not happen, first thing he did was he
brought his whole lappie into the toilet and watch S inside.
I fell asleep soon after that.
He came out after god knows how long.

Incident number two.
Hancock was awesomeness! superduperniceee.
Like every other movies, he tried his very best
to imitate the main actor's move after the movie,
specifically during walking to our car in the carpark.
KungFuPanda, Ironman, Hulk..etc.
This time he was too much. He wanted to test whether
i'm one of the female 'superhero'. Hm. He grab my
neck and push me towards the pillar. nevermind.
Again! He tried grab and push me towards his car's back
windscreen.

Bill : eh, try lar. See you can smash the car or not.
(pointing) Glass only mar
Mean : Dont do stupid stunts la you! Go away! Irritating ah!

!!PAkK!!
He knocked my head on the horizontal extended behind
part of the car, which he thinks that it barely exist. so stupid.

angry him.

We still love you, Jane.

2008-07-03T08:48:00.001-07:00

...aww, aint that the sweetest thing that a boyfriend could come up with?
Along with that, he strummed 'Always be by baby' by DC+meltable vocal!

Sorry for the lack of updates. Lappie was sort of 'confisicated'
by you-know-who. Hmm. I am having somewhat self-unoccupied
days for a week or two now. Had plenty of fun tagged along with
the boss here and there, running errands. We just lubb spending
time *slash* money together, despite the fact that we are
in oh-so-deep debts, financially talking.
wee.

Few of us, the sec school besties went for a ladies dinner at
Italianies in midv on Friday night. In conjuction of Miss Jojo's
birthday that falls on Monday. Loads of laughters and craziness
in catching up each other's happenings. I love reunions, even just
the few of us. Good food too! (=

Ugh, fell sick on Saturday. Oh great, the once-a-week Saturday,
totally ruined by the feverish and sneezish me. weakling. humph.
OH MY LORD, He sent me an allinone man. hee.
He took care of me whole day, which made me a bad gf whom ruined
his Saturday too. superultimatelyubersweetness!
When for foos with kev and all in ac at night. fun larh!
but end up sleeping in ftz again. zzZz

I missed SMS again. Overslept. Sigh.
Not to mention two new tenants who just moved in and pasal tu.
double sigh. We left home at dont know what time, dont know did
what, dont know ended up where.

Its gonna be another week finishing. Been having wooonderful
dinner around.
Best dinner : Nicole's home.
We, 4 top cooks and one lousy, had fun chattering and messing in
Nic's kitchen. Goodie good dinner indeed, nic! Thanks for cleaning up beb.
To begin with,
Jane broke 4 eggs out of 8 in the car on the way there.
Bill sengeted Nic's specs while bullying Jane.
Kee broke one side of Nic's bed while kacauing Jane. (imagine that!)
Jane called a donkey in her very self suggested card game.
Jane been quiet for the whole journey home from Shah Alam
only if she wished to get home by car.
If you ever notice, there is nothing that does not involve Jane.
She is one very interesting target, to be made screams and shouts.

Just had Fatty Crab for dinner at KJ. My favourite, beyond delicious.
Probably gym tmr, eh lurve? teehee.

mean.

I love ...

2008-07-02T18:34:00.001-07:00

Dearest,
Tan Boon Mean

I love the way you ask me to update our blog.
I love the way you act cute at times.
I love the way you smile at me when you're happy.
I love the way you look at me when you're angry. :p
I love the way you touch my face.
I love the way you kiss me.
I love the way you hug me.
I love the way you sing to me.
I love the way you hold my hand.
I love the way you cover your eyes in a horror movie.
I love the way you eat.
I love the way you sleep.
I love the way you bite me.
I love the way you slap me. :)
I love the way you persuade me to accompany you shopping.
I love the way you try on 10 dress and only buy 2.
I love the way you react when i surprise you.
I love the way you scratch your head when you're feeling dumb.
I love the way you scold me when i throw things out the window.
I love the way you say your goodnights.
I love everything about you.
I love you my baby boo boo.

Love,
BILL NG ENG CHUAN

Daze in Kuantan

2008-06-22T09:14:00.000-07:00

So fun. Sabrina came back along with us.
Thanks Kev for driving all the waaaaay.
very much appreciated. (=

Our first mission was to attend the sabs prom,
not too bad larh right, sab??
At least all get to dress up so prettily.
Lots of jokes, lots of laughters.
Together with 5 couples!!
Not exactly, but yx got his date so...

Not forgetting the last scene, starring the basheloreattes.
*smiles* . you know i know.

Here comes wonderful saturday.
Also known as Rally Day.
Had wonderful snooker lesson, by Bill.
yeah, as long as we cheat together eh love?

Pics will be uploaded soon, i think.

Four months

2008-06-18T02:31:00.000-07:00

.....of being together!

Hun came over around 2.30am, not planning
watch the match, apparently.
After I have decided to stop cracking my
brains for my work, so we slept.
Its has been the third night,
he would roll down and sleep on the floor,
and then climb back up again.
sooo cute! like KungFu Panda.
ha...

Happy 4 months-versary!

In Italianies

The Parents. Hunny and Baby.

Daughter Jane and Uncle Richard.

He actually enjoys taking pictures. -_-''

He and his hungry face.

Loads of love.

Dota Fever

2008-06-16T10:40:00.000-07:00

Fuh. Ftzee is back in business!
So is our Mr Bill.
Try sitting in ftz for more than 10 hours a day.
Even though the chair is comfy and they provide
foot stool as well, I seem to ran out of things to
do here. Hm.
It cost us way more than 20bucks a day.
What a way to spend money.
No wonder he sweared he wont bring girlfriend
there anymore.
Never seen him looking so serious doing other
things, neither talking to me in hours.
See, the power of Dota.

bill : Ulti!~

Whines.

2008-06-11T05:05:00.000-07:00

Sigh. It seem that Bill has lost his touch to blog.

He has a major headache today, and in fact now.
Too much matches, in too little nights.
My poor baby. He is so adorable especially when he snores.
Hopefully he will be alright soon.

Gawsh, I have sooo many assesments and their dues
are soooo soon. How to cope larh. Deng.
I wished I am a superwoman or something. wtf.

Landlord is going to increase one fourth of my rent.
Excluding electricity plus a meter running.
Already poor, now became poorer.
'' how ah nic..? ''
Sigh.

All the best to Jane who is having her exam
and rather have burger for dinner than going for a real
dinner with the parent for say, half an hour?
Double Sigh.

Ordinary Friday

2008-06-06T01:22:00.000-07:00

Hunny wants me to write something here.
He created the blog for the both of us initially
but he seems to be more enthusiastic to blog than I do. Sigh.
errr... ummm...

We did nothing much today actually. It doesn't matter
because just being beside hunny have already made my week. (=

Went for breakfast at chi yok min (pork noodle), hun's favourite.
but always didn't get to eat, because Baby Queen dont like. =p

As soon as we are done with breakfast, we headed to Carrefour
for some grocery shopping. No, we don't have a kitchen at home
but we intend to buy stuffs like bin bags. Hun was so annoying at

that moment of spending. He forbided me from buying so many

things I wanted.

mean: eh, wanna buy 100plus not?
hun: NO, dont waste money.

mean: oh you ran out of tissue boxes already. Buy loh.
hun: NO, where got. Still got 2 box at home. Dont waste money.

(no, the truth is we still left only one dear.)

hun: Baby, I wanna buy Rocky. Hee, I like.
mean: NOO, dont waste money on junk foods. NO.

So, we did not buy much at last. As usual he went ftz with
his dota kakis and I stayed home to tidor.

Tea time or rather late lunch was at Bawang Merah.

Together with uncle Hax and all.
Their kuihs is good but the lauks is bit pricey.
Overall it was nice spending the beautiful evening with hun,
four months yet still very loving. (=

p/s: Awww, my hunny bunny is still fast asleep.
Oh-so-very-super cute!

JANE FONG VIE WIN

2008-06-05T09:43:00.000-07:00

Jane Fong.
Well known for her loud screaming voice, her muka-tebalness in public and her nickname Miss Milky.
What do i think of her? One word says it all = retarded.
Now, the truth about her.
She's 17 this year. Single(her whole life). ALOT of guy-friends.
Hmm.. She hangs out with guys maybe because she feels comfortable around them.
Why is that so? Is she normal? Or is she not?
You see, gays usually hang out with girls because they get to talk about men.
\s she hanging out with guys because then she will get to talk about girls?
There is no conclusion YET but i am sure we will all know the truth SOON enough.
=)

My baby is sleeping beside me right now, looking so innocent and sweet. She's my angel, my sweet little angel. God, i love her.

I'm curious Jane, i really am.

Jane, my daughter.

Wednesday's Half-priced Movie

2008-06-04T10:51:00.000-07:00

The Orphanage.

Some scary shit movie where baby closed her eyes and ears for the entire movie. Hmm.. but then again, she does that in every horror movie. She's extremely adorable, playing the picture of a baby. The movie wasn't that bad, had a good story line but a horrible ending. Still, i will recommend this movie to free-as-fuck people like Joe.. =)

My baby developed our picutres together, putting the best 3 in frames which is now in my room. She's the sweetest, she really is. I love you baby. =)

i hate horror movies, i do.

One of the pictures framed up.
Me Baby Monk

Irritations in life.

2008-06-03T21:07:00.000-07:00

I'm probably gonna die of high blood pressure at the age of 40, mainly because everything irritates me.

For example, moments ago my neighbour was blasting some bloody irritating tamil song. How inconsiderate can people be? Fortunately i had Boon Mean around, who made the best out of things. She would try and follow that bombastic tempo, where she danced like an actress from a tamil movie.

The worst irritation in life is when you're having a tummy ache. There will always be a time when you ate the wrong food, giving you what they call "cirit-birit". Most people flush everything out and down the loo. But, why waste? You can be a celebrity by shitting in a cup!

For those who do not understand, go to http://www.google.com/ and search for "Two girls One Cup".

I vommited. I did.

2 girls 1 pail.

COMING SOON

Who am I?

2008-06-03T20:50:00.000-07:00

Some people call me Satan due to my influencial power,
Some people hate me because they envy me,
Some people find it hard to tolerate my temper,
But honestly, it is never easy to be me.

I hate blogs. I do.